I had steamed green gram mixed with jaggery and grated coconut for breakfast this morning.What have I become?Health conscious?naa..I don't think so..A miser?No I guess..Apart from ma thoughts am now having tummy ache..Ouch!!!!!!The green gram has given me gastritis I guess :(:(..Gulped arishtam now..Feel like I am thinking so much these days..the topics do vary from micro organisms to global warming..Are these cramps their after effects?I know our mind and body is interrelated...Got on ma nerves yesterday all over again after a long time..So had a very bad headache..:(:(..Went to sleep after a long time..Went to bed but didn't sleep..kept staring at the ceiling thinking of the void mind..
Will there be day when I wake up to the hollowness and emptiness of ma mind?
Will there be a day where I wake up just to find out that I no more exists?
Will there be a day where I realize that humans no more survive in this world?
Will there be a day when I can say "I am living ma life to its fullest"?
Will there be a day when I can have the world of true love,sincerity and honesty???