Monday, May 03, 2010

CRY AGAIN..:(:(

Feeling not so well today..but not  moody..no physical pain,no mental worries ..Just a feeling that I am not feeling well..Thought about the day I cried the last time..hmmm...I have seen always mothers asking their baby boys not to cry right from the time when they are young and telling "boys won't cry..You ought to be a man and men don't cry.."Strange!!!But gals yell out "Mummyyyyyyyyyyyy..."Even I was like that when I was young :):):)..Men  hear this advice every time they feel like bursting out and keep all their worries and tensions inside and one day their heart fails to overcome the pressure of their mind thus heart arrest and stroke results and they leave the world making others cry..I am not saying this is the case of every man..But such cases do occur....I have decided I would advise ma sons (arrey probability heinaa!) to cry aloud..Its also a guy thing.. I have cried at all unnecessary things so far..Ma tear glands won't work at the right time..But now I laugh thinking about the times I have cried..:):):)
        I used to cry aloud long ago..As time passed by,I learnt to keep everything in ma mind and  to control ma tears,built flood sheds and it often transformed to a phase where I had silent thoughts and even if I burst out it results in wetting ma pillow with ma tears..Now a days am used to reports like a 19 year old boy has died of heart arrest ,29 year old,15 year old..hmm..huh...But  women having cardiac arrests is less when compared to men..So what's the difference here?Every time I think of that I feel scared of having a heart attack..I should cry aloud..Throw out all ma emotions,crib,curse,feelings...:):):P..Join me..Lets cry out....

5 comments:

Uncommon Sense said...

i dont know, but i simply cant cry, but i truly wish i cud... may b because i dont understand what will be the result of crying... it simply doesnt change anything, so i dont cry...

Jidhu Jose said...

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sangita said...

@uncommon sense: It will relieve us frm stress i guess :):)
@jidhu: hehe ..:):)

R. Ramesh said...

not surprising yar...most of us go thru these kind of thoughts at times...cheers friend:)

sangita said...

@Ra,esh: :):)