SPIRITUALITY...........

i am born into a family where no 1 has compelled me to pray..i remember even Shahrukh Khan telling the same...during my school days i used to read a lot of books from which i got confused a lot..some authors or leaders whom i adored would be against idol worship and i know their principles were true..some others believe that chanting and praying alone connects you to lord..and the history classes irritated me teaching about the religions, wars,revolutions and gods..i was influenced deeply by the communists then...i chose my dad's path..he believes helping poor and needy is equivalent to prayers or chants or japas...and till now ma questions remains unanswered..i believe everyone has god inside them..as conscience..i believe temples,churches and mosques were built for social gatherings,unity and upliftment of the society ...and god is everywhere....i have 3 strings which i got from different temples tied around ma hand....if anyone sees that they would think of me as deeply religious and spiritual..but i am not..i am a devotee at the same time i believe what ma dad says...and the strings are a part of ma signature style now...but questions still haunt me.........