Wednesday, March 28, 2012

Emotional Atyachaar !!

"Once I go to Kerala, then you, you would realize my value!! My
worth!! ..then you would miss me , regret ,cry for me ... I would be
in Palakkad enjoying my days to the core with my parents and cousins,
having delicious and mouthwatering foods and delicacies !! Dekhna !!
" ..The words that I told V whenever we had a silly fight in Mumbai !!
The moment I reached Palakkad ,all those words got vaporized ..I
started missing V..Whenever I switch on TV, all songs were meant for
me ,the ' dardbare gaaney ' ... even movies didn't spare me.. Devdas ,
Om Shanti Om were all written for this phase of mine it seems
..Remember the ' O re Deva.. Oh re Piya...' Can you imagine ??? I
cried watching the floppest movie of the time "We are family " when Kajol
in it talked about her hubby and her love for him ...I realized this
phase has taken out the emotional me in a drastic way ... Yes...
Emotional Atyaachaar !!!
The climate here is driving me insane!! Huh huaa hot hot hot !!
Imagine 40 degrees.. Sweaty panting thirsty days followed by 'thecchu
kuli' (bath in ayurvedic oil known as kuzhambu / tailams accompanied
by HAWWT water shower) in the evening which is made compulsory by Amma
for me which adds up to the heat content!! Yuck is the word ...
I do text and call V like anything these days because I miss him like
anything... I called him and cried "Take me back.. I don't want to
be here.. I just want to be with you .. I feel so lonely without you
and it sucks MAN !!" ...V laughed for a while and said "
Ndokeyayirunnu veeravadangal??? " ( Huh what all were your heroic
mighty challenges to me and now see what's happening ??") ..and later
consoled " Its for our baby na ? I will come soon to take you and our
baby with me ..Now smile ok ? Be cheerful as always " ..But I could go
upto "You miss me no? You think of me no? " ...HMMMM.... Counting days
now... It takes about 100 + days to reach my due date and to meet
V...HUH...so around 15 weeks ... Patience is the keyword!!!
Yesterday evening I got an SMS from V " I am not feeling well ,
nothing interesting , feeling lonely without you , no fun, no interest
in anything , I miss and Love you a lot ..Yours always V"... I jumped
off from my seat like Kajol in Kucch Kucch Hota hein; you know the
'saatve aasman par effect when Rahul confesses his love to Anjali and
the happiness Anjali felt?? ' , a lil later I realized that the
message is incomplete and yet to be delivered in full ...It got
delivered within 1 minute- V had written " I wanted to send this to
you , but by mistake I did send this to my Gujarati counterpart ,
Shonali instead of you ... " It was followed by the movie ''Bhool
Bulaiyya " with me playing the lead role of Vidya , singing and
dancing to " Ami De Tomaar ..Chin Chin Chin "

4 comments:

harman singh said...

hmm..enjoy the life..and never let this romance go out ;))

Jack said...

Sangeetha,

Nice to see you back. Read 3 posts now. Congratulations. I pray that may God be kind to you and the baby arrives safely in healthy way. Please do not let romance go out of your life.

Take care

Jack said...

Sangeetha,

What is the news? Please do tell.

Take care

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